Green Dots

I lay here
Staring at my phone
My eyes well up with tears
Wish I could talk to someone
But you’ve no longer here
Well, you’re on your phone
I can tell-
The dot on your pic is green
But you don’t see me
You don’t check in
I’m invisible, unseen
But I know you can see
That I’m here, my dot’s green too
But you just ignore me,
Don’t even look my way
Must be too painful to you
To know that I believed your words
And that I gave you my heart
You were the one I turned to
When life was too much
Now it’s like I’m dead to you
Like you don’t give a fuck
What did I do but show you love
And wanted you to see me
I never hurt you, never would
Never would mislead thee
I want to reach out to someone
And tell them what I’m feeling
But I’ll just sit back
And write these words
While my head and heart are reeling
No one left to talk to
That person was once you
My heart aches, my head’s a mess
What am I to do?
I lay here
Staring at my phone
My eyes well up with tears
Wish I could talk to someone
But you’ve no longer here…