Unsent Poems, Wasted Time

I don’t want to write these poems
I don’t want to type these lines
I just want you back
I just want you to be mine
I wish that you could hold you again
Wish I could just be your friend
Wish this wasn’t so hard
Learning to live again
Learning to live without you
Learning to walk alone
Learning how to survive
Now that your love is gone
Now that you’ve moved on
Now I have to figure out
How to make it on my own
When you said I wouldn’t have to
That I could always depend on you
Now I wish I had some clue
Of what it is I need to do
But I’m left to write these poems
And left to write these lines
Left all alone pretending
That I’m okay, pretending that I’m fine