I Want to Reach Out to You

I want to reach out to you
But I don’t want to be the only one
Because you’ve let go,
Because you’ve moved on…
I feel like the only one trying,
While inside I’m constantly dying.
So I make up my mind to turn away
But ignoring you causes such pain
Wishing you could reach out again
Why do I have to be the one
Constantly reaching out for you?
All I ever wanted
Was for you to see me
For you to know that I was here
But now you’re too busy for me
You’ve moved on
My biggest fear.
I want to reach out to you
But I don’t want to be the only one
You said you’d always be here
When I needed you
But you never check in
And now I do need you
But instead I just pretend
Because I want to reach out to you
But I don’t want to be the only one
I stuck in a rut here
And your life?
You’ve moved on…