Day Drinking

Day Drinking
Keeps me from thinking
Which keeps me from sinking
Further into my feelings
But the drinking
Still leads to thinking
And drunk thinking
Leaves me reeling
And all up in my feelings
My emotions hit the ceiling
Overthinking
Stop drinking
Stop thinking
Stop this sinking
Turn off my feelings
Stop all this reeling
Can’t do this again
Trying to numb the pain
Makes it hurt more
Just close that door
What’s it all for?
But I need to numb the feeling
Need to stop overthinking
So I just keep day drinking
And I just keep sinking
It’s a vicious cycle…

3 thoughts on “Day Drinking

  1. As someone who used to drink a lot, I can totally relate to this. Don’t worry, I’m not here to lecture you. Just wishing you a good journey, because it seems that you know this isn’t sustainable, yet it’s still something you have to go through. Keep writing and sharing!

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